I'm so sorry guys

I'm sorry for being gone so long without notice. Life has been hell recently, my adviser told me I have basically no chance of getting into any vet school, I lost a very important thumbdrive, I had to drop two classes one of which I failed in before, I burnt my hand with an electric tea kettle, I burned myself with hot glass in chem lab, and I basically felt like a complete an total failure who can't do anything right. I still kinda feel that way, not as bad as before but it's not easy. I'm tired of life, not tired of living there is a difference trust me on that. But I'm trying to get back into the swing of things. It may be a while til I feel up to posting but I will try soon, I'm sorry to just leave all these threads sitting there, I'm an admin after all and I should be around more. I may not get to everything at once but I'll try to post soon.


~Orchid

Eh, it happens to the best of us Kit. I'm sure most of us have been there once in our lives and life as a college student isn't certainly the best all the time. A good friend of mine has been trying to graduate with his masters for the past year now but his advisor keeps denying his thesis and won't allow it go through and the advisor is being a complete and utter ass. So it's not your fault and I see where you're coming from with your advisor. At least you differentiated between being tired of life and not living. I've read too many posts and stuff in the past where people complain and then act all suicidal n stuff and its scary. So I'm glad you're not like that. Even admins though need to take a break so don't feel bad. Don't forget I'm here too. Come back when you're ready. Don't force yourself.

Hey hun,

Im so sorry to hear about your turnout for veterinarian; that is horrible. I had the same outcome when I was studying and it crushed me. But there are other things out there, great things that we can amount to in this world too! Don't worry about the site, Charon and I can take care of it, you jus worry about yourself, we know you will come back when you can; and take it easy girl! We don't want you hurting yourself too badly! Try not to let the stress mount up hun, let it out!

If you ever feel the need to talk, you know how to contact me

We are all here for you Kit, and, well, your, "Right hand wolf" Is here to talk if you need, lol.
But really, we are all here for you, whenever you get around to catching up on posts

Thanks so much guys, this means a lot to me, more than you know I'm getting there, I'm not fully back to me yet but I'm getting there. If things get bad again and I need someone to talk to I'll know I have you guys. <3

~Orchid

Sorry this is a late one but i understand your feeling. I have struggled through such changes and it sucked to say the least. A fellow student i was at uni with was also studying vet and was told she was not getting those incredible grades to stay with the degree. i personally think having to achieve such high points is a piss take but never forget where one door might be harshly closed there are multiple that will open for you. you are an incredible person from what i have observed (longer then you think) and i know you have the gusto and essence to make it in something no matter if it is in a related field or different. don't give up on yourself, remember to do what makes you smile and remember that surprises are everywhere just waiting for you to discover them.

Thanks Tate, that does help even if it is a little creepy being apparently watched.


Anyway guy I'm sorry again for leaving for so long I just haven't had much motavation to do anything recently and am trying to get back in the swing of things. No doubt my first few posts will suck, I hope you guys don't mind too much :/

Lol all sweet Kit, it's just good to have back in the swing of things

Welcome back.